Missing you.

I miss you more then i should. I miss everything we had. I miss your laugh. I miss your touch. I miss your smile. I miss our fun times. I miss your gentle eyes. I miss the way we have fun. I miss how we can be open with each other. I miss just lying down together. I miss how awesome it felt just being with you. I miss everything it could've been. I miss the good times. I miss the bad times. Yes we had our issues, but honestly who doesn't now a days. I just want to refresh, start over. Without my insecurity. I know i ruined this. I'm well aware that my issues with your past coming back into what i had taken into my life ruined a lot of what we had. For that i am so sorry. Please just take this to heart, please think about it. I just want this to go back even though i know it never can. I care about you more then i ever thought i would. I miss you so much more then i ever thought i would. Babe, you're amazing, i bluffed, i want you back badly. I have a feeling you want the same. I'm ready for this to change. I really am. Let's do it, i know we can.


JayEhm.